Six months have passed since I lost my best friend
And I have lost another yet again
It seems as if I lose all that I care for
I cannot stand to lose anymore
I feel so alone and afraid
Now I see the difference in my life that they made
I am scared for the ones I love now
I am afraid I will lose them somehow
They were both tragically in a car
It doesn't help even though I know where they are
They were the best thing the other had
They are together now, so why am I sad?
Because they are together and I am here alone
Their names will forever be in stone
It seems all my memories have gone away
When asked am I doing okay I don't know what to say
I may lie and say I'm fine but deep down I cry
Will God forgive me for this lie?
He knows that everyday I cry
I will cry until I go to Heaven where my friends are waiting for me
I will see them soon they will wait no more
I will see them when I walk through Heavens open doors.